I lost contact with you for many years, or may I say 8 years in actual figure. I do love you with all my heart. I will always tremble by staring your eyes. If I say that I am completely lost without you, I am actually lying about it. I tried to have new relationship but it’s hardly to work out. Maybe it’s all about my mistake; my childish attitude, never serious in any work and perhaps my bad luck in tackling girls.

After those years, I still manage to keep you from my sight as I want to really focus on my studies. But now, I meet you again. See you, talk to you even imagining about you and me going out together. Yes, I know. In reality it will surely never happen. As you see me not more than just a ‘friend’. I just hope you can see me more than that. I try to imagine we live as couple, but it’s hard to do. I can’t sense any response from you. Most of the time, it’s just you laughing at my stupid and pathetic jokes. Truly, I’ll love you always. Although we are not destine to be together. As my true love to you, I wish you happy ever after. Until this moment I ask myself, “Did I bother you?” by calling you, texting you and IM you… At least I am glad you accept me as friends rather than bad memories.

1. Tie Says:
   November 1st, 2008 at 1:23 PM

   Eh! Sedih gak! Janganlah macam tu…Agaknya macam ni lah rasanya bila kak tie reject boys , yek. Kesian laa….tak sangka begini teruk. Harap2 mereka2 tu ok sekarang.

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2. Issmile Says:
   November 1st, 2008 at 1:47 PM

   Pasti la mereka ok, sbb saya pasti mereka tabah… :airplane:

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